Sneaking an update, mainly for R.
Today we got the call while we stopped into the Brick to look for cheap appliances, to help in the sale of our house. While there, I was also looking at the couches that were on sale for R. She is looking for one, and I was secretly sure that she would need it for the bedrest she would be on from the twins...
Sitting on a couch in the Brick (of all places), G & I held hands as we picked up the message.
I could tell from the way the nurse said 'Hello" what the outcome was.
But this is R's first experience of the pain and sadness associated with a phone call telling you that the beta is negative, to stop all medication and...and what exactly???
We, sadly, know this all too well. Too many times to count or fathom.
When will I learn. Obviously there is some lesson I am to learn.
For now, all I can say, on behalf of a Team Baby who gave it their all is:
a punching-fist-through-wall angry & extremely broken-hearted: Ouch.